Niethan
05-02-2006, 10:46 AM
Change Is Good
It was cool and slightly damp in the cellar, but Niethan felt none of it. He was propped up on his knees, feet and hands tied together behind him, and his head bowed so low his tusks scraped at his chest. He'd long since lost track of time, and even longer since stopped caring to know. It hurt to sit still for so long, but at this point he couldn't have gotten up if he wanted to, much less had the restraints allowed it.
He shifted uncomfortably, and for the thousandth time wondered how it had come to this.
And like every time before, his thoughts turned only to a dream of green.
* * *
Sulajin was cutting his palms.
A couple of circles, one within the other, and a triangle bordered by runes inside it. He copied the design on his own, and Niethan had just enough time to request a prayer when Sulajin forced their marked palms together. The burning started. Pure arcane never meant for a Hunter flooded his viens, spiking up his spine and into the folds of his brain.
What do you want?
"I..I-I..."
Arcane dug its fingers into his skull, sifting through thoughts, memories, looking for desire.
Vitu was lounging in her hammock, reading with that eternally serene expression of boredom.
Gorthok was slapping him on the back, roaring with laughter as he gained a new recruit.
Sulajin was making ice sculptures. He froze a tiny ice tiger and handed it to him, calling it Sigrun.
Sigrun, untamed lady of Darkshore, was clawing through his legs and chest.
He was in the Barrens, tired but restless. He hadn't slept in four days.
Arcane started searching faster, moving from the Barrens to anything connected to it. It found a fragment of conversation:
"See mon, dat be de t'ing. I don' sleep no more. I haven't slept in a couple of months."
Sulajin gave a low whistle, then moved his lips in a reply Niethan could no longer remember. "Ya, I know. But, even though I don' sleep, I do dream."
Arcane found the dream. All green like nothing ever seen in the waking world, with the murmurring voices and the sunlight melting under his eyelashes like cool cream.
Is this what you want?
YES
Then take it!
* * *
It had been so close. So fucking close. Niethan sighed angrilly. And he still couldn't find it. He'd had it, right there in the tavern, and he still couldn't find where it was. It was just too far.
He tried to roll his shoulders, only to find that, yes, the restraints were still there. Needing something to glare at, he turned his gaze to the large shadow on the stairs, beonging to the tauren guard set to watch him. In hindsight, attacking the Cenarion Circle really hadn't been that bright of an idea. Particularly attacking them at their biggest stronghold in the Moonglade, which most certainly did not appreciate visitors of any sort. It had seemed like a wonderful idea at the time, though. He'd been so certain that they could tell him what the green was. He'd even retained some hope that this time they'd accept him for training. Ugh. Niethan grimaced at the memory. His first trip to the Moonglade with Vitu had been no less unpleasant, if a bit less damaging. Or a lot less damaging. Niethan turned his thoughts away again, not particularly wanting to recall.
Trying to think of nothing only led him to remember the pain. He wasn't in the best of shape; the manacles bit into his wrists and ankles, the marks Sulajin had carved on his palm still tingled (Niethan strongly suspected that they would scar), and he was covered in a myriad of bruises and cuts from tumbling about in the rocks and trees. The wounds from the fight itself were thankfully few, with just a few grazed arrows, the bullet shot to the thigh that had finally crippled him, and the catclaw swipes on his back courtesy of the druid that had caught him. Those swipes itched like mad too, and the flesh around it felt hot and sick. Niethan began to worry that the claws had held venom.
He was trying to find a way to bend backwards far enough to let his hands scratch the marks when there came a feeling like cotton threads winding through his skull, softening and obscuring his thoughts and making it impossible to concentrate. His vision blurred, then failed as dreams decided to overtake him.
Green settled on his chest like a stone, and filled up his lungs like water. Niethan bowed his head and let himself drown.
It was cool and slightly damp in the cellar, but Niethan felt none of it. He was propped up on his knees, feet and hands tied together behind him, and his head bowed so low his tusks scraped at his chest. He'd long since lost track of time, and even longer since stopped caring to know. It hurt to sit still for so long, but at this point he couldn't have gotten up if he wanted to, much less had the restraints allowed it.
He shifted uncomfortably, and for the thousandth time wondered how it had come to this.
And like every time before, his thoughts turned only to a dream of green.
* * *
Sulajin was cutting his palms.
A couple of circles, one within the other, and a triangle bordered by runes inside it. He copied the design on his own, and Niethan had just enough time to request a prayer when Sulajin forced their marked palms together. The burning started. Pure arcane never meant for a Hunter flooded his viens, spiking up his spine and into the folds of his brain.
What do you want?
"I..I-I..."
Arcane dug its fingers into his skull, sifting through thoughts, memories, looking for desire.
Vitu was lounging in her hammock, reading with that eternally serene expression of boredom.
Gorthok was slapping him on the back, roaring with laughter as he gained a new recruit.
Sulajin was making ice sculptures. He froze a tiny ice tiger and handed it to him, calling it Sigrun.
Sigrun, untamed lady of Darkshore, was clawing through his legs and chest.
He was in the Barrens, tired but restless. He hadn't slept in four days.
Arcane started searching faster, moving from the Barrens to anything connected to it. It found a fragment of conversation:
"See mon, dat be de t'ing. I don' sleep no more. I haven't slept in a couple of months."
Sulajin gave a low whistle, then moved his lips in a reply Niethan could no longer remember. "Ya, I know. But, even though I don' sleep, I do dream."
Arcane found the dream. All green like nothing ever seen in the waking world, with the murmurring voices and the sunlight melting under his eyelashes like cool cream.
Is this what you want?
YES
Then take it!
* * *
It had been so close. So fucking close. Niethan sighed angrilly. And he still couldn't find it. He'd had it, right there in the tavern, and he still couldn't find where it was. It was just too far.
He tried to roll his shoulders, only to find that, yes, the restraints were still there. Needing something to glare at, he turned his gaze to the large shadow on the stairs, beonging to the tauren guard set to watch him. In hindsight, attacking the Cenarion Circle really hadn't been that bright of an idea. Particularly attacking them at their biggest stronghold in the Moonglade, which most certainly did not appreciate visitors of any sort. It had seemed like a wonderful idea at the time, though. He'd been so certain that they could tell him what the green was. He'd even retained some hope that this time they'd accept him for training. Ugh. Niethan grimaced at the memory. His first trip to the Moonglade with Vitu had been no less unpleasant, if a bit less damaging. Or a lot less damaging. Niethan turned his thoughts away again, not particularly wanting to recall.
Trying to think of nothing only led him to remember the pain. He wasn't in the best of shape; the manacles bit into his wrists and ankles, the marks Sulajin had carved on his palm still tingled (Niethan strongly suspected that they would scar), and he was covered in a myriad of bruises and cuts from tumbling about in the rocks and trees. The wounds from the fight itself were thankfully few, with just a few grazed arrows, the bullet shot to the thigh that had finally crippled him, and the catclaw swipes on his back courtesy of the druid that had caught him. Those swipes itched like mad too, and the flesh around it felt hot and sick. Niethan began to worry that the claws had held venom.
He was trying to find a way to bend backwards far enough to let his hands scratch the marks when there came a feeling like cotton threads winding through his skull, softening and obscuring his thoughts and making it impossible to concentrate. His vision blurred, then failed as dreams decided to overtake him.
Green settled on his chest like a stone, and filled up his lungs like water. Niethan bowed his head and let himself drown.