A Mangled Diary

[Azaraen]

Goblins suck. You'd think for fifteen gold and some odd silver I'd have gotten my book the same day, right? Nope! I FINALLY GOT IT. I am never buying anything in Tanaris again. Stupid goblins.

I'm glad I got my book, though. Now I can finally write down what I'm thinking without hurting Adzy-wadzy's little Feelings. Who needs those, anyways? It's like I can't say anything that might upset him for fear of the man jumping off a cliff.

I haven't seen Keysalis in a while; he hasn't been coming home for dinner. I hope he starts showing up more... it's kind of lonely at home. I'll keep setting his place until he shows up.

I'd been planning to go out and mine some, but Correth wouldn't shut up about how he was tired and sore. Boo-hoo. Digging up saronite and lichbloom isn't easy on me, you know. I don't see why he can't just carry all of my ores, anyways... it's not That heavy. He's just a pansy, I swear.

I haven't seen the bitch, Betrayl, for a while. Maybe she died or something! If she's not dead maybe she'll finally figure out that Adzain is MINE once the wedding happens. I'm still hoping the whore's dead.

I skipped my medicine today. I hope nobody notices that I've got extras. It'd be bad if Adzain was counting and I didn't know it.

I think I'll go to Silvermoon tomorrow and see if I can find Baduk. Maybe I'll get lucky and finally shove Aksels off the couch.

[Azaraen]

I wasn't really feeling up to writing an entry the other day. Adz found out I'd skipped my medicine. He got really upset and basically said that he'll leave me if I do it again. I suppose I don't have a choice now.

To top it off, Spot died. He was such a cute little tabby cat -- I've had him since before Arthas attacked. He was always so loyal and brave; he wasn't even scared of my ghouls! That's pretty much the last thing I remember for most of the day, too.

It's pretty upsetting to wake up, find the cat dead, and the next thing you know it's night and you're in a totally different spot. I hope I didn't hurt anyone this time.

I told Adz about Spot, and you know what he did? He ran off and got me this adorable little cat that I named Tasha. She's not the same as Spot, though. I think she's a bit braver -- she wakes me up every morning yowling for attention and food. I love how when I feed her she takes two bites and turns her nose up at it. Cats... worse than women.

Rupp's a prick, though. He KICKED MY CAT. Then, to top it off, he punched my damn Hawkstrider. I thought hunters were supposed to be good with animals... Maybe he was just having a bad day? I hope it gets resolved.

[Azaraen]

I'm an idiot. I should've kept my mouth shut, but I didn't. Now everything's ruined. I've lost Keysalis and Adzain. I would do anything to have him back.

Everything was fine. We'd been busy in the Outlands. We were working hard to convince the natives to sell us their wares... and look what happened. I can't believe I was such a fool! Adzain told me he was starting to have mental problems, too. He'd stop responding to things. I'm not sure what's causing it.

He showed up one evening all kinds of messed up. He called me Akana, his first wife. I think I understand why he wants me to take my medicine now. I was so scared and upset that I didn't know what to do. I made him take a little bit of mine... he almost died.

There was nothing I could do. I tried to give him a healing potion, but he only got worse. I gave him liquid fel energy.

He seems fine enough, but complains of a burning in his chest. Not that it matters any more. He's gone. He left me because I was a selfish idiot.

I hope he doesn't hurt himself.

[Azaraen]

It's been a while since I've had time to write. There's been so much stupid, petty, annoying drama. I mean, really. Arthas falls and then a mean-as-sin dragon bursts out of the ground? Doesn't he know my unlife's got more important things than his little hissyfit?

Between trying to manage Correth and Adzzy, I feel like I'm starting to lose my place in the family. It's bad enough we seem to be fighting for no reason! Adz keeps complaining that he doesn't know enough about me, but the thing is... he never asks. It's like he expects me to just spill my life story in some kind of sob-fest-please-hold-me-while-I-cry mess. I've never been too keen on that.

On the upside... maybe I don't need my medicine anymore. Hopefully. I haven't had it in a while, and everything seems alright. I just make sure to keep a lot of Apexis Shards with me at all times. Maybe I should have Keysalis make them into earrings.

Oh! Speaking of jewelry, Adzain finally got me my locket! It's all enchanted to sound like a heart-beat, and everything. I'm scared somebody will break it while I'm fighting, though, or that it'll stop. It's made out of gold, though, and has all kinds of shiny gems. I think I've only handled gold... twice? since I became a death knight. He claims he barely knows me, but I have to wonder how he knew I'd prefer gold to titanium.