A plain diary with 'Morthis Whisperwind' scrawled on the cover.

[Aksles]

Who am I? I can’t even answer this question myself..

Right now, I’m sitting in some kind of park like area next to a fountain. Some people I don’t know left me in this place, they called it Silvermoon City; and they left me with this book to write in. I’m really confused and not sure what I’m doing here... I see a few people walking past me,but none of them are paying much attention.

I looked in the water before, I don’t look like the elves that ride past; my ears ain’t as long, or as pointy. My eyes, are two different colours; ones kinda blueish brown, the other is yellow. Kind weird. So I don’t even know what I am, let alone who I am. Great.

It’s just after sunrise, and I’m a bit hungry. At least they left me with a little meat to eat. On the cover of the book is a name, is it mine? Morthis Whisperwing? Is this me? Part of me wants to grab the next person and scream at them until they help me, but there ain’t nothing wrong with me. They’d probably think I was Touched or something. Maybe I am?

I really don’t know. Maybe I bumped my head and have temporary memory loss or something... maybe those people stole my memories. But why would they leave me with a book?

My head hurts. I’m tired. I think I’m gonna go lay down on that bench and try to get some kinda sleep.

[Aksles]

Today I met a strange woman who just kept staring at me. it was creepy, so I left the inn where I’d been sleeping and went outside to find a bench to sleep on. She came out after me, I’d left this diary behind and then, she stared at me some more. Damn weird woman. She even cried a few times.

Apparently I look like some old boyfriend of hers who died ages ago, apparently I talk the same as him too. It’s all so confusing and stuff, and I really don’t like not knowing who the fel I am, although there’s a chance I’m the blood knights ex lover, reborn? I dunno... It’s all confusing me. She seems alright, but she doesn’t seem to look at me much, unless she’s staring at me.

Kinda hope she stops that soon. It’s really creeping me out...

[Aksles]

So, it’s been a few days and I finally remembered where I last left this stupid book. I’ve had a few really odd days, like... weird. Had one of Merri’s friends kinda threaten me, calling me a thug coz of the way I talk. It’s weird. I don’t write half as bad as I talk... Anyway.

I’ve had people teasing me about how I look. I hate it. It’s not like I can go and get it changed. It ain’t like I chose to look like this. I couldn’t handle it and I went and hid down under the are where the paladin trainers hang out, in that hallway. It seemed safer there; no idiots to pick on me. Merri found me there eventually and we left eventually.

Today though, today was weird... good. But weird. I went into the inn to trick or treat the innkeeper lady, free candy is free food. Free food means I don’t need to worry about begging or stealing or being treated as some charity thing. Too bad it’s only candy sometimes, but those apples are pretty good. Anyway, as I was saying; I went into the inn and saw Merri sitting on some guys lap. I was really confused, and for some reason it was making me feel jealous, and kinda sad. I went outside and wandered around and sat down for a bit, but I couldn’t sit still, so I went back inside and just sat in a corner away from everyone. She left without even seeing me.

I stayed there for a bit, and then moved over to another corner; and listened to some people talking about stuff, and about some white haired death knight guy. I was gonna go upstairs, but I thought I might buy a drink, well try... with my 19 silver. The priest who was serving was heaps nice and gave me a mug of drink for free. Pretty awesome. I went upstairs, and heard Mer calling for me behind me. I didn’t even see her there! Sneaky Mer!

Anyway, I had me drink, and we went for a walk; we ended up out the front of Silvermoon near those little flowery garden bed things. Kinda nice place. We sat and talked about stuff, and I admitted that I was jealous seeing her sitting on that guys lap, I thought that was her boyfriend; but it wasn’t. We talked a bit more, and I dunno what possessed me, but I stole a kiss from her and ran off. I hid under the bridge, like a fool, and she found me. She was looking at me weird, so I ran away, I didn’t want her to smack me one.

Once I stopped running, we talked some more, I don’t remember most of it; my attention was on her shirt. She’s got nice boobs. For some reason, me telling her I could see down her shirt made her smile. I guessed I used to do that . She ended up kissing me again, and we talked a bit more; but then I realised how sleepy I was, so we went and laid down. She’s still sleeping now; I still haven’t slept right though the night since I got here. Hope it passes soon. Oh well, time to try and go back to sleep.

[Aksles]

Well, I really need to stop losing this helling book. Maybe I should stash it in my bank... which I didn't even know I had! It's almost full of random stuff! Tailoring and engineering stuff; kinda cool.

So, apparently Mer and I are a couple now. I've been feeling a lot more relaxed, both 'round here and just in the city in general. She seems to like the attention I give her, although it seems I'm rather of a bit of a pervert. I can't help it! Those clothes she wears are kinda sexy, like that dress she was in yesterday. She better wear that more often.

So yea, things are getting easier, although I still really haven't talked to anyone but Mer. I guess I'm just not wanting to answer questions I don't know the answer to; or get pointed at and marked as a freak. I'll get over it.

[Aksles]

I really dislike myself for what I did. I mean... the me before me. The me that was Forsaken! He could have made sure this whole, rebirthy thing worked proper. But no, I’m stuck not knowing how the fel I’m gonna feel about stuff and get screwed over by it.

((The handwriting gets messier now.))
And of course I’m gonna get annoyed and feel all... jealous! What else did you expect? I saw you with some night elf dude with his shirt off, sitting atop some waterfall together. And I bet you wouldn’t have asked if the boot was on the other foot. You’d have gotten all angy like I was. Anyway, what else was I meant to think?

Apparently I’m a jealous person... But really, you can’t go expecting me to just be the way I was all that time ago. I don’t remember none of it. Hell I still know squat about you. I know I have lots of strong feelings for you, but I just don’t get why you expect me to just trust you so easy. I mean. I do. But I still need to know you, and me better. I dunno why you keep expecting me to be the same person. I guess I will be? One day?

((The handwriting neatens up now.))
Okay so I’m over it. Kinda. For now. But you saying I’m half human therefore I’m half enemy was not cool. You have no idea how much I hate it. No idea at all. Sure, you can say you understand and stuff; but there’s a difference to seeing it, and going through it. Even your brothers lover guy, uh.. Band..er... riel? Whatever his name was, told me I was funny looking. It still hurts because I didn’t choose it, and I can’t do a helling thing about it... Unless I make a bag and put it on my head.

I know I’m just ranting right now. I’m still annoyed by everything, and I’m still scared.

I can’t believe your brother perved on us on the rooftop... and told his lover guy.Who then tried to make fun of me. Didn’t your brother do it down by the river? Hmph, hypocrites.

[Merriana]

(in fine cursive, clearly written by a female)

You really shouldn't leave this laying around. I'm sorry.
-Merriana

[Aksles]

Looks like I better hide this better. I kinda wish Mer hadn’t read this... she’s probably angry at me now. I might try and make some room in my bank for it, at least that way it ain’t out where she can read it again.