A large volume with a shiny silver cover.

[Vaande!]

*The cover of the book has a large bow tied to it. THe corners show signs of use. The first several pages appear to be already used- Scattered notes in several handwritings. A few pages after Vaande's handwriting starts*

I got you a book, Jan-Jan. I hope you like it. *The next line seems to angle down* It is a bit used. I found it in the attic. It looks pretty, though.

[WishCast]

*the handwritting is scripted carefully under Vaande's note* Eh.. this ia BIG book Vaan... thank you... I dun think it will get full to fast.
I... thank you..*there is a blotch or two on the page* This is a wonderful gift.. I'll make you something.. there is that silly holiday coming up.

[WishCast]

I was dreaming about Mister Bir last night.

I wonder whatever happened to the people I once knew? Where they went.. what they are doing now? Mister Bir is one I think about a lot. Miss Aku is a mother now.. Mister Risticus is married I hear? Mister Fal'rei? I should check in on him. Miss Grai? Mister Irithel? Master Vis? Eh.. people move apart... I should really go talk to Sin.

I wanna... rearange things. See what I can do with this new thing I have... this life.

<there is a sketch of Hess without his armor. the horses eye looks soft and he looks relaxed without all the enchanted gear>

Vaan.. do you mind if I take out the pages with the writting on it? i dun feel right it being there.. I haven't read it.. it isn't mine to do that to but.. eh.. I am tempted.

Osk is getting heavy... you dun think there will be kittens do you?

<another doddle.. free form and flowing into a rough tribal design.>

I need something to do.. I hate being idle.. perhaps I shall start practicing again... I feel useless doing nothing.

[WishCast]

Mister Exvind wasn't doing so well today...

I worry for people... I can't seem to stop thinking about the past recently.. makes me wonder who else will show up?

[WishCast]

<The journal is left open on her un-made bed and there is a hasty note scribbled onto the next page.>

Vaan,

I think.. I want that farm... eh.. maybe? Ima be off today looking at it again.. Gonna see if Sin will go with me.

-J

[WishCast]

Dreampt about being in the Monastary again. I could hear Renoth's voice. Have I told you about him? Eh... Feh.

"Serve in silence and in faith."

The back of my throat hurts. I woke up yelling.. I shouldn't fall asleep at my desk..

[WishCast]

<There is a large sketch of a Sin'dorei family sitting under a fire-bright tree. Two children play while the mother and father hold a baby and each other in their arms. Odd thing for Jan to have drawn.. since the book has not left the estate.>

[WishCast]

<there is a large smudge on the page, fingerprints and the line of what must have been her pen. Seems she passes out while starting to write.>

[WishCast]

<The next page is clean. As if nothing odd had happened.>

Vaande. I'm getting sick again. Gonna be down the hall for a while. Eh.. I dun want you to get sick.

[WishCast]

<there is a sketch of Sin holding a baby* Something.. doesn't add up.

[WishCast]

Patient is suffering from dizzy spells and headaches. The black outs are becoming more and more frequent. A slight fever and a lower back pain as well. Female seems to be fine unless she is suffering from an episode. She often wake up with a bump on her head or a new bruise. Female is not sure if others have noticed. She is very embarrassed by the fainting sickness she seems to have.

I will be looking into possible reasons for the symptoms.

[WishCast]

Seems the patient is not the only to feel the effects of what ever it is affecting them.

Fel.. I need help on this one.
I can't do anything if I am sleeping all the time..

[WishCast]

My ability to understand Thalassian is.. helpful. Though I know that a few things I thought I heard were not what they said. I tried.. Dun think I can speak it yet.. fel.. I could try but I doubt it would work. Vaan can you help me with it a bit?
I think.. I saw Naheal with a rather lovely woman last night? It is odd to think of him being with someone.. not that I thought he was celebate just.. seems odd for something to have a claim on him. He was always so free.

I felt a fool to have to excuse myself and try to reacha bed. My knees hurt from where I was resting on the floor. They must have thought I was praying to be sleeping like that.. I remember someone moving me.. blonde hair.. a brush of fingertip on my cheek. I dun like sleeping in Silvermoon.

[WishCast]

I am going to be with Sin for a few days I think. Gonna get to the bottom of this. Be safe please.

[WishCast]

Never did make it to Sin. Spent a few days out camping. I have not had any episodes..
I'ma stay home for a while and see what happens.

[WishCast]

Northrend seems so cold. Was it so bad last time?

I broke down, talk about ruining a good night for Sin. Feh.

I was okay with it at the time but I wouldn't want to be a toy again. Ever.

There is nothing worse than the feeling that you are just an amusement. Good enough to play with, try out.. eh... but never keep, never own.

I know how Mister Knoko feels.. I hops Sin lets him down easy if he is just a fling. Sex is nice, real love is a joy, finding a mate is like setting a last peice in a puzzle, and being alone.. is calming.

I decided I was wrong. I want children. I want the pride of it. Yet at the same time I don't want it. I like being able to explore.. I just want.. feh.

I broke my mace.

I am learning to fight again. Too long was I in cloth. I am a cleric. I enjoy it.. a bit too much?

*there are botes here on pressure points and the best places for a clean strike to render someone unconcious*

Just because I am a cleric does not mean I have to kill. I do not have to draw blood to take care of my pack.

I will if I have to. Without hesitation. My pack is my life.

[WishCast]

It was rather nice being in the tower again. Sin is learning fast and the ghosts of the past.. in the tower and out are being dealt with.

She calls him icebox? He doesn't seem very cold though.

[WishCast]

<there are a few blank pages, a few drawing, notes on herbs, hourglasses fill a page, Tide Charts, moon charts, and finally near the end a small note.>

I got caught up in life, the book was just sitting here waiting for us to draw and write in it. I feel bad neglecting it so.

It finally happened though. My hero always pulls through. Now.. how to tell Sin?

Feh..

[WishCast]

Quickening.

I am stuck at home unless it is just a slight walk. I dunno if I should worry so much... Vaande you think it is okay for me to go oout and about but.. ima clutz..